A little background

I've felt strangely liberated, and inspired, as of recently, which is what is leading to these salutations. It is almost as if the world has opened up, spit me out, and I'm in awe of what's around me and before me. 

A little background on me would probably be good so I will leak it out gradually, post by post hopefully keeping you on the edge of your seat with anticipation of what will pour unnecessarily out of my mouth at any given moment. But for starters I'm a yoga instructor that travels internationally for work is recently single, drinks, smokes, and eats meat. I am also deeply devoted to this world and every single living thing in it.  I do not know why the inclination to spill the "negatives" first is so strong, but it won out in this case.  

My recent relationship was awesome... We were friends that travelled together and had sex. But it didn't extend too much beyond that. We didn't talk about a lot of things, or really anything, we just kind of went through the motions, nothing too deep, wouldn't want to ruffle anything, and though we respect and care for each other it lacked a lot of what we needed. Mostly I missed the passion, you know the "throw me against the wall and fuck me" passion that I think a lot of women really want and need to feel desired. Or even just a simple "hey, tell me whats on your heart today" would have done every once and a while.  But overall the relationship was really great, and even though it looks like a loss, it's a gain. I've gained the opportunity to re-do and re-create my life.  The lack of passion has also inspired these posts, dedicated to honesty, debauchery, and life lessons.  

Also my mom died a year ago. Another reason I cannot be bothered to give a shit about political correctness. Some days I feel stronger than I ever have and others I feel like punching people in the face. This swing of emotion leads to a potentially offending path of honesty and boldness that will splatter across the pages of this blog.  I believe in full disclosure, intimacy, and honesty. So I don't usually filter in conversations and I think people are attracted to that kind of openess, but equally it can be off putting when I say Fuck in one sentence 6 times.  It is up to you to read it, and you should know I pretty much love everything and "bad" words that flow out of me are generally passion, not anger.  

So... Here we go... if you want a more PC version please refer to my blog Rechaka Yoga, it will likely have the same points, minus the detail and naughty words.  

Love!